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I'm still a child, and there are ghosts.

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 17, 2009, 3:27 PM
  • Mood: Speechless

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Hajii
(That's Ha - jee)
Meaning; Shame, Disgrace, Dishonor.
Established 06-27-95. Depressed; Insomnic; Philophobic; Paranoid; Miserable.



First off,
I have never been good at writing biographies on myself. Or, let alone, explaining who I am to others, when I can't even explain that to myself.
So here is my attempt.
I am Tori. Please call me Hajii, but that is my real name.
Supposedly, I'm a whore. I'm conceited. I will toy with you. I'm a tease. I will use you. I will get nowhere. I will try to make you feel bad. I'm an awful friend. I will leave you. I am a slut. I am too sensitive. I will disappoint you. I crave too much attention. I show off a lot. I lie too much. I am impossible. I am fake. I am in desperate need of a change. I worry only for myself. I don't care about your thoughts. I am shallow. I have no personal life. I have no real friends. I will shit talk about everyone I come in contact with. I think too highly of myself. I have no feelings. I am a hollow, worthless thing. Well. What. A. List. And You, You will judge like the rest. But I'm fine with that. We are all critics. And I cannot change your opinions. But I am hurt. Simply just Delete me if you don't like. You're just another number to me. Well, Thank You. Thank You for your time and your judgment.

I'm just waiting for the day when the world caves in now. I'm not saying this for some sort of 'impression', I deeply mean this. We've all done enough to make this place a living hell. I feel we've all failed, and we're all just making this place worse. Worse to breathe in. Worse to grow in. Worse to love in. Worse to live in. This society has gotten people messed up. 'Cause in this society, without 'the look', you're nothing. In this society, to love who you want to is a disgrace. In this society, mistakes are never forgiven. In this society, different is disappointing. In this society, labels automatically define you. In this society, potential is limited. In this society, impressing is all that matters. In this society, perfection is all they seek. We've made our own suicide chamber, and we're living in it.
Bestestt people=
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Click This. God Is Imaginary.
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99% of American's believe in the Ten Commandments. I, am the 1% that believe the Ten Commandments, along with The Bible are repulsive. I'm not stuck up, it's just my beliefs. You have your beliefs and I have mine, so please don't preach to me.

The way to change the world is to change people's minds. As more and more people openly discuss the fact that "God" and "Allah" are completely imaginary, the world becomes a better place. The people who believe in "religion" look sillier and sillier. Eventually, religion becomes a fringe activity that is meaningless.

Atheist Life > Religious Life

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Your Intestines.
  • Interests: *shrugs*
  • Favourite movie: Slasher Films, JHorror, Waynes World, The Fight Club
  • Favourite band or musician: An Cafe, The Gaztte,Bring Me The Horizon, Versailles, Ice Nine Kills, DirEnGrey, Miyavi, Alesana
  • Favourite genre of music: Anyhing Really.
  • Favourite artist: *shrugs*
  • Favourite poet or writer: SchwarzerDrachen
  • Favourite photographer: *shrugs*
  • Favourite style of art: *shrugs*
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Skin of choice: ... is dA racist?
  • Favourite game: Tagg, and Hide and Seek,
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob(: and HelloKitty.
  • Personal Quote: Merry birthday.

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:icondarkmoonwolf1818:
thanks for the fav<33
:iconcrimsonyuukie:
You're welcome.

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Isn't it strange to think you created all of me. Hope you're proud you're the one that made me.
:iconsello87:
Thank you very much :]
:iconcrimsonyuukie:
You're welcome. [:

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Isn't it strange to think you created all of me. Hope you're proud you're the one that made me.
:iconlord-kevinz:
thank you for the fave

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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./

"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
:iconcrimsonyuukie:
You're welcome.

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Isn't it strange to think you created all of me. Hope you're proud you're the one that made me.
:iconschwarzerdrachen:
I"m just so honored I'm your favorite poet on here gosh thank you and here's a hug for you :hug:

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BJOOORK!!!
:iconcrimsonyuukie:
You're welcome. :hug:

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Isn't it strange to think you created all of me. Hope you're proud you're the one that made me.
:iconschwarzerdrachen:
:icondragonhug: Thank you :hug: (:

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BJOOORK!!!
:iconcrimsonyuukie:
You're welcome[:

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Isn't it strange to think you created all of me. Hope you're proud you're the one that made me.

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